Showing posts with label melancholy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label melancholy. Show all posts

Friday, September 4, 2009

BONUS SONNET: A Hermit, Humbled

Blood drives have set my social calendar
For too long now, I see, as my worst friend,
Who no longer runs Cheyenne's events -- er...
No longer makes the standard call whose end
Is tapping me, for which the dear still thinks
He needs to ply me with a fun night out
Of catching up, bar trivia and drinks.
He knows better, of course, but now without
That fall-back we have let a month go by.
Today I noticed this and felt bad, so
A bowling night has drawn me out. Now I
Sit in the alley drinking with comrades
And humbled. They forgive me these, my bads.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

In Which I Have Mixed Feelings That I No Longer Go "Back To School"

September means they're back out on the streets,
School buses lumber back to school. It's fall:
A season's ended. Something each child meets
Is this fate: playtime's over. I recall
A gladness when this time would roll around,
For school was something I always did well,
Though fellow students always did confound
Me and my efforts. Often it was hell.
Each kid feels singled out as somehow wrong,
Not knowing all feel wrong and most just watch
The crowd for cues, and follow the most strong,
Just waiting for that mistimed step or botch
Of ritual to signal who is ripe
To fall. And yes, I was the falling type.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

In Which I Peer Out At The Sky And Back On Us

We go forward and back, just looking out
Our windows or through telescopes and tools.
The Kepler probe has taught us more about
A thousand-light-year distant world we fools
Had thought we understood already; not
A bit like any planets we have here.
But thousand-year-old data's all we've got.
Around Hat-P-7b it's old news. Fear --
So slight but real -- grips me: I ask what if
The star, the planet, are still really there.
Just sixty-four years earlier, our stiff
Resolve to end a war led us to dare
Will we still be here when some others scan?

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